Sadness

Sad songs are played on the radio, I spend my weekends alone. Stormbringer screamed outside the window And there was a deathly silence. I like to just go somewhere, And I love the comfort of my car. Driving past advertising posters I see a blurry stream of people. I just keep believing, That one day I will meet love, I'm even willing to take losses Just to fall in love again. I gave myself all to my beloved, But I didn't get anything in return. I'll grip the steering wheel tighter, And I will leave the memories of captivity. No one could recognize me, Although I was an open book. It's a pity we can't take it all back, I'd fix it in a heartbeat. Music is playing loudly in the car, It will numb the pain of loss. I will go to the sea where the gulls fly, And I will close the door to the past there.