Sad December

I see all the smiles The lights on the tree But I'm swimming in darkness A sad December for me I can't feel the joy The warmth in the air I'm hollow and empty A cold frozen lair I feel heavy and burdened Like an anchor that sinks Falling to bottom On a chain of weak links But noone will know this I put on a great show I'll play the good hostess I'll beam and I'll glow I'll be bouncy and gleeful And noone will see That inside I'm crumbling A sad December for me