Sacharrine Promises

i live through the moments in seconds passing me by in hopes that you will notice me but nothing.... feeling like a child in a candy store awaiting a glorious sweetness with all the hopes that if I am patient and a good little girl i will be rewarded by your promise of cinneman hearts but nothing ever comes of this wishful thinking naiive feeling your scorn like licorice whips salivating i grasp for your Red Lips and you do nothing those chocolate eyes do watch me and i beg for something more other than the promises they fill up the jelly bean jar too many to guess in your game cotton candy fluff with no substance sugary tripe i wonder if you will ever know the bubble gum has become too exhuasting to blow