Running Away For Love

This could change my life. He knows all i want is to be his wife. I'm so ready to be gone, I'm so sick of feeling alone Should i stay or should i go? I ask my best friend and she says "hell no" Its not like I'll be gone forever Only one more year and we'll be back together. Its a fresh new start, With someone i love with my whole heart. So many thoughts in my head as i lay on this cold stiff bed. I just want to be in your arms, Just so scared of who this all harms. My hand shakes as i write about this decision, Like a new doctor making his first incision. In my heart its a 100% yes But in my head I'm thinking 'is this the best?' All the thoughts of this goin right Out wieghs the thoughts saying 'this isnt so bright' Finally out of the madness No more having so much stress. No more screaming in my face Finally ill be in the right place Just hoping they accept me into their home Because God knows i cant do this alone. This isnt a maybe are you ready baby?