Roma

Sneaking downstairs in the witching hours
I find my first lover
Before school, I rarely get much sleep

A Francophile who could keep me up for days
Staying in her arms or on her lap before dawn
sometimes with a rat, Rad D Louise, licking me

The conversations and the illustrations
were not always enough to satisfy me

I asked her furiously over and over 
I was not allowed and
Father silently refused to accept this

We moved away, overseas
From the house where we held protesters
Living for a bit in Bangkok 
In an internet cafe 
where I discovered the earthquake

I'm left alone without my love

A decade passes and a few years go by

Sometimes we get together 
When I sneak out of the dodge van
walk a mile, back and forth in the dawn
On the dock which I live on with my dad

Mom insinuates herself near my lovers bed
With threats to tell as we smoke cigarettes on the roof

Another decade passes and a sweet and secret reunion
Causes my current boyfriend to shed tears no more
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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