Rise of the Psychotic

I’m being sucked into the void of darkness
Another trip into the realms of hell

Doctor’s magic formulas cease to be recognised
As swirling mists descend on my brain

As the depression deepens
 Psychotic thoughts and abnormal behaviour patterns begin to appear
Spreading like a mischievous threatening epidemic

The fight begins between the irrational and rational
Like a battle between Gods angels and Satan’s demons

Negativity intrusion feels so strong and wild
Positivity is left weak and lost in sorrow

This inner war is nearing an end
The thoughts of darkness begin to mock and rejoice
 As self awareness weakens and is ready to surrender
Psychotic Depression is triumphant once more

Then the time comes in my life, a turning point of power
A witness to a new life of my pure angel born

My first tear of happiness in a life lacking in positive emotion
This is my killer of Depression and Rise of the Psychotic

Conflict evaporates into insignificant pieces
For how long, who can be sure?
But for now my battle is won 
Yet the war may rage on in time as fragments of pain still ponder inside
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Onclaud Avatar
January 11, 2012 at 4:03 AM
if this is for my contest, please put your name and what age this experience happened.. thanks, david... :) huggs!
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