Rise - Arise

Rise - arise

Maybe this depression 
Was simply a repression 
Of my freedom of expression,
Especially when my thoughts 
Descend and turn into should and ought.
Maybe I’m scared of the commotion 
Of my boring or wild emotions 
And my deep longing 
For connection and belonging.
I’ve tried to break free
But mostly, feel lost at sea.
I’ve known my prisons
And maze of divisions 
And dark tunnel
Where all I seem to do 
Is crawl and stumble. 

In my despair 
I suddenly notice something:
Yes over there,
A small candle of hope
And a mountain rope 
That I seemed to have missed
Or, flippantly dismissed.
And as I slowly climb
I look down and find 
In the light of the sun,
The ashes of all the work I have done 
And the sprouts of the seeds
Of the life I chose. 
I gasp as the wind blows
Away, the last ghosts of the shadows 
Of who I once was,
Because 
The distance shows me - at last
The man I am, is becoming more and more
Free from the past.

© Sangeet Portals, 01.2023
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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