Rip Rebecca In Peace

came to far to sink now so often you are who i think about i dont do drugs and didnt go the drink route u know me pen to paper and pour my ink out im not lookin for sympathy or empathy but u were such a good friend to me they dont understand what its done to me mentally because they dont understand how much u meant to me instead of pain i remember our laughter u made me feel like i feel like i matterd u didnt laugh of my dreams of bein a rapper u told me i could be like my idol marshall mathers today is four years since u passed i find the strenghth to carry on memories give me the strenght to laugh ill go the distance life is a marathon when the suns shining i see your smile when it rains i feel your tears as much as i wish and pray i have to accept your no longer here i struggle to find love to many trust issues i think about u daily im man enough to say i just miss you you were my best friend and you still are because you send me a light when my road is dark