Right Or Wrong Choice

Is it rather simply a case of me myself being at fault Should I not look ever deeper delve far more inward Into my own soul at what actually makes me tick Approach my choices and ways And means of processing my thoughts And try other apposing different methods Before I come to a conclusion Well yes of course I should That goes without question or saying But that inevitably will only end up concluding with me Being denigrated cast out abandoned and banished If I do not want nor am able to willing wish or choose to side With the many even if I believe in what they are doing is wrong Enough in order to remain Than retain and give up a part of my soul