Right on my doorstep

Wish I would have said more Meant more Held more Treasured No way out and there is nowhere to hide I must face this Staring back at me now The last thing I hoped to happen Has happened It is sealed and is sent Right on my doorstep I read these words now They haunt me and stay with me This is my unpaid dues to you My tax Labelled and signed Right on that dotted line Directed Right on my doorstep Should've valued Should've cared Should've loved These are qualities I no longer possess No longer own No longer are mine Can't use Can't love Can't be loved And loved by all