Rhyme of Good Time

I may or may not.. Why to come to the last dot? Sorry fr nt being what you expect. Have to pay first my Soul's debt.. Being your eye's beauty, I forgot my duty . .. Shouldnt have left myself alone, Should have let myself see the dawn. Selfish! Not to take this blame.. Made myself easy to claim. Couldn't recall when I fought. To be independent of every thought. Being complex, to hide, Tired of taking the safe side.. Reciting it like a hymn, Want to be a Rhyme of Good time.