Result To My Situation

I thought I was already broken up, But my soul hadn’t been so sore yet. If this realization didn’t have me woken up, I wouldn’t have doubted you since we met. Now I know, we had such a fragile connection, Because it was crushed by only one shot. We have lost all means of communication, And I don’t think I can tie us back in a knot. This is a seriously huge competition, And I wonder who is more in tension. I haven’t ever faced such a complication, Which has such an extreme combination. It has a combination of downfall, With some confusion, frustration and a lot of stress. I don’t think I can ever stand up tall, To face this jumbled up mess. And just in case you’re wondering, About my attitude and my aim, I’ll tell you my idea so amusing, ‘ignore’ is my status, I don’t care if it’s lame. Right now my one and only way, To control, and handle, and settle all this craziness, Is to ignore you, no matter what you say. So now I’m just gonna play along with this foolishness. This time, I’m not listening, To my mind or to my heart’s opinion. I’ll just go on with this threatening, Even if you think I’m as crazy as a minion….. So goodbye, I bid you farewell, For listen, I’m not saying, never again another word. How will this end?! – it’s another tale to tell, But I won’t tell except for what you have just heard.