Restless

RESTLESS


Oh my, the ghost still haunts the rest of my life
I cannot go back reminisce and picture
Where I’ve been into what extent I’ve delved
That after the euphoria I deemed  loose
This thing now sometimes controls me.

Though I still believed
My strength, my imagination explored
As if my crush was so imminent uncontrollable
Yet this feeling of resistance maybe futile
That this time deluged redoubled in mine.

Through many actions in my defense
Though limited this hollow surely would made
Merry making devoid of spirit I have become
Tells me witness of weakness to my mistake
That the least would suffered in me.

The uncommon now dominates
It should matter my heart poundings never lie
The roaring shadow of death likened a stopped engine
As I go  up and down the hills, forth and there
This sudden end of my exhaust smoked.

How soon this fighting machine
Been suffering from waterless and oil-less damage
And to sorry, somehow Godlessness determines me
I’m guilty of the scream my lost love
As restless would not deny me an ultimate.

Would you think the fight would have been  worthwhile
This acumen is deeply rooted opt quell  alas restive
When I got all I stood what is left resist the elusive
No amount of soldiery means shall have been derived
However, the expectation is high nevertheless  divide.

No more  but flaws, no flowers and chocolates
What is left in us is marked in a marbled niche
And sad this  rewind so become  strong restive
Something  so much commands very strong is  evasive
A restful coolness surrounds me.

Make it brief as I cannot  breathed no more
But that the knowing pain un-describable
Fortnight when the dawn slowly rose
My resentful everything It would have gone remorse
And my lifeless remains disdain will never revive
       …and never have hived!

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