Remembering Matthew

The other day at work a friend
had asked if i knew you,
I  just smiled and closed me eyes and said
"yes. of course I do"

I was speaking in first person,
as though you were still here
we laughed and all he talked about
was that you were always there.

He told me he was struggling,
with problems in his life,
and you, you were his lifeline 
You said things would be alright.

`you were a happy little soldier
always laughing with your friends
who would have guessed that months ago
you brought life to an end.

I remember seeing you that very night,
looking troubled, all alone,
I really wish you'd said to us,
we wouldn't let you go

And now it's with such deep regret
I have to say your name,
followed by "he's no longer here"
He chose to end his pain.

But what a lovely comfort
it is to hear them say, 
you were somebody's lifeline
we should have had the same.

There is no point in crying,
Now what's done is done,
You left a lovely legacy
And people's hearts you've won.

When you heart stopped beating
you took your final test
but one thing that we all know
God, he took the best.

Fondly remembering Matthew Alex  Beddingfield
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Agustin Avatar
October 29, 2025 at 12:08 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
A  Avatar
January 30, 2016 at 1:28 PM
CARL, A great pleasure to find and read your pen today. Love -- SKAT --
Allison Avatar
November 19, 2015 at 3:04 PM
a lovely tribute:-) hugs jan xx
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