Remember Yesterday

Remember Yesterday I Remember Yesterday well I remember the good times and the bad The loving, the fun and hard times I remember the closeness with family The busy times of rushing to and fro I remember the people and places The work, food and drinks, and dirty dishes If you think I live in the past Maybe it if preferable to the lonely times The isolation I feel The days and nights that drag on endlessly The visits I wait for that never happen The food that seems to all look the same Taste is not there, its bland, often cold . I Remember Yesterday when I could do things for myself and not have to wait for help I remember the flashes of smiles The sound of childish giggles, sudden hugs. The door bell and phone ringing sometimes at the same time Why would I want to forget yesterday? I want to Remember Yesterday It is today, I now want to forget The feeling of being un-wanted, un-loved and alone, and endless days I want and need to Remember Yesterday Beejaz