Remember

Even though you have your doubts, sometimes we feel we have to shout. About the mistakes we’ve made in the past, hoping the forgiveness this time will last. I know you’re tired and worn thin, trying to prove myself to you a new begin. I remember a book of poems for my birthday, poems I wrote on my light and darkest days. I remember going to the water park, and even though afraid I was by your side. I remember coming back from Iraq and you holding me in your arms, feeling safe with you in our home from harm. The mistakes I’ve made I wish to forget, and I know you do to without any regret. I know that I have changed just not enough, please be patient with me I know it seems tough. I need you so much that I can’t live without you, I miss you, your husband misses you