Relive

i look death in the face
going what to do
it is like why are you here 
are you here to end my life.

i don't understand why you are here
but go away
are you going to go away 
when you end my life
you make me live and live over and over again
but why are you doing this
it is like i look at people different
they look at me different

i think about death all the time
think of what is it like
but it just makes me cry 
i don't want to go because of my family and friends
but it don't make sense 
why am i the only one that looks straight out of my eyes
like no one cares

i look at thing different then other people
many things make me upset
why do you make me flashback 
why do i have these feelings
now tell me 

now when i flash back you make me relive
like there is something i missed
but death go away
i want to live normal and not a slave that relives things
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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