Relay

May I relay to you the moments in which I breathe alone, Seeing your pain from the wayside of imminent tears, At a distance, fighting resistance…to run into your space May I relay to you the throbbing of my heart, As I absorbed your crushing absence Wondering how I might fight the worms, As they lodged in your decaying flesh May I relay to all the moonlight above When I forced my soul to leave you Hoping I would see you One last time before I was alone again May I relay to all how I lodged inside you, Like the hungry worms, Trapped willingly in your dead body… I keep wondering how it feels to not feel How it feels in the ground to never be alone (this poem was a free-style that I recorded at the top of my head. Talk about subconscious negativity. geez... Anyway, I tweaked the last line some. : )