Relapsitate

RELAPSITATE

A slowed down suicide.
Seems life is so temporary
Ambiguous meanings
Insidious good-byes

I retreat
Internalize
Introversion 
		How do I battle 
This conflict I hold within
How do I conquer ?
Conquer myself!
Defeated again and again.

How long can I take it?
Will my Will ever win?
How long till I break it
How loyal is this friend?
How long till the end?
Now.
The end.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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