Regretful Reflection

There is contempt in the voice internally scolding….

Backlash at memories past as they flash
An inner-war ensues, battle after battle
Revolted steed threw rider from saddle
 War rages on, the death toll rises
Death to rationale concerning my vices
Refreshing to see…

But what of this empty…
Empty void seen only through clarity forced
…lacking feeling, compassion, remorse
torn by pain denied,  letting sorrow subside.
Smiles worn as masks, masquerade as a lie
Wondering why?  No ship seen on the horizon
Only treasure-less chests I keep those lies in
Repression is me…

Steadily mending yesterdays damage
Knowing there is increasing damage to bandage
Counting the scars is harder to manage
Carrying on, leaving me behind in my wake
Hoping my past won’t hinder progress I make
Redemption isn’t free….
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Jordan Avatar
December 31, 2008 at 4:21 PM
Wow Steve - Break it on down bro - Outstanding poetry that is so well penned - happy New Year & God Bless, MJ
Wiggins Avatar
December 31, 2008 at 3:08 PM
nice
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