Refused To Go

Refused To Go I should have joined the Air Force This is very clear to me now At the time it wasn't clear The sudden new mad moods in me My life would've been different But as my dad said I refused to go for whatever reason The was within myself I guess Partly ongoing but partly over Back then I prepared no options And I had no Plan B to follow I or my life never recovered from that The rest is history and life I was no Air Force brat Who was arming Tornado planes In a war with the Soviets I imagine what could have been I forgive myself for it But I made up for it In my own way By writing...