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Reflections

I look in the mirror and guess what I see My green eyes staring back at me No longer sparkling and full of life Full of tears from my worry and strife I long for the days when the tears will stop But now it’s a constant drip drip drip drop My head is spinning, my mind in a whirl I want to be back to a carefree young girl The last few years have been the worst of my life I try my best to be a daughter, mother and wife Please God ease my worries, please set me free All I want to is to return to just being me 22nd December 2014

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Daisy Marie Yant

Date: 2/6/2015 2:09:00 PM

Hi Jan I was looking at some of your writings and ran across this one. I wrote one that sound very much like it it is entitled REFLECTIONS OF GOD. I have not posted on this site yet. But I certainly enjoyed this one. I will post it shortly..This is a great write.

Jan Allison
Date: 2/6/2015 2:14:00 PM

Thanks Daisy Marie - do let me know when you post your poem:-) Hugs Jan xx

Shane Cooper

Date: 12/28/2014 1:16:00 PM

A great poem Jan. I am sad that that times are hard for you. I know how hard life can seem at times, i know writing helps me get over the worst times and i guess it must help you also. Please remember you have friends. Hugs xxx Shane

Jan Allison
Date: 12/28/2014 1:24:00 PM

It has been the most difficult year of my life Shane i am so so thankful i started writing in Febraury as this is helping me deal with so many of my emotions:-) Hugs jan xxx

John Fleming

Date: 12/25/2014 10:16:00 AM

I can sympathize with your sentiments, Jan. I really can! :) john. P.s life goes on.

Jan Allison
Date: 12/25/2014 2:53:00 PM

I got the Christmas present I wanted for dad to still be with us on Christmas day:-) Hugs Jan xxx

Iris E. Sankey- Lewis

Date: 12/24/2014 8:54:00 PM

Jan, Though "Reflections" isn't celebratory, it is mellow sad, and calls for a prayer. Please God, let your divine light give warmth to her heart; embrace Jan as only you can, dissolve any problem forthwith, shower her and her dear ones with opulent blessings now, and beyond. In your name*** Peace and love...

Jan Allison
Date: 12/25/2014 3:14:00 AM

Thanks Iris I am going through the worst year of my life - i am blessed I have discovered writing and am able to express my emotions:-) Hugs jan xx

Arthur Vaso

Date: 12/24/2014 2:58:00 PM

If only I had a magic wand, I would vanquish your tears to an eternal prison, being only human I will offer you comfort and hugs and wish you a Merry Christmas!!!! hugs xoxo

Jan Allison
Date: 12/24/2014 3:07:00 PM

Thanks Arthur I am on a roller coaster of emotions at the moment - have to let happy or sad muse take control and go with the flow - have a wonderful Christmas my friend :-) we are not really celebrating and I will cook our 'Christmas' dinner on Friday as i will be at the hospice with my family tomorrow:-( Hugs jan xxx

Russell Sivey

Date: 12/22/2014 9:29:00 PM

Oh and this poem is exquisite, very well written my friend, I love it! Great Work!!

Jan Allison
Date: 12/23/2014 2:15:00 AM

Thanks so much Russell:-) Hugs jan x

Russell Sivey

Date: 12/22/2014 9:28:00 PM

Jan, you have my heartfelt sorrow and sympathy! I know that this soon shall pass, and time heals all wounds, are my favorite healing lines! It doesn't seem like much at the moment because of all the intense pain you are going through, but it really will get better one day! Trust me, I've been through a lot myself, and I know that time heals, you don't forget, but your wound isn't gushing with pain! You are in my prayers my friend, and I hope you can bring about a smile this holiday! I care!!

Jan Allison
Date: 12/23/2014 2:15:00 AM

Thanks so much Russell it is always a delight to receive a lovely comment from you:-) Hugs jan xx

Brenda Meier-Hans

Date: 12/22/2014 6:23:00 PM

I read one of your poems that brought me tears of laughter, then I read this and my tears are from sadness knowing you are hurting. I can only say someday you'll find that laughter and joy again. I'll pray you find peace.

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 6:40:00 PM

You can see where my muse takes me from happy to sad in such a short time am on a roller coaster and i want to get off as its a bumpy ride lol:-) Hugs Jan xx

Paul Callus

Date: 12/22/2014 5:42:00 PM

Hold on tight, Jan. You have already been through a lot, but you are strong. Prayers help; the rest is not in our hands. We're thinking of you and give you our moral support. Take care. hugs // paul

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 5:57:00 PM

Thanks Paul love to your wonderful family:-) Hugs jan xxx

Robert Stoner Jr

Date: 12/22/2014 4:02:00 PM

well it seems like you have a long list of supporters offering their wish for your happiness, add my name to this list. smile :o) it fix's everything

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 4:06:00 PM

I wear a smile mask at the moment Robert but sadly it keeps slipping off:-( Hugs jan xx

M. L. Kiser

Date: 12/22/2014 1:28:00 PM

Life does have a way of piling concrete blocks upon us. At some point...relief will come. You described this beautifully

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 2:35:00 PM

Thanks for the kind words ML:-) hugs Jan xxx

Dorian Petersen Potter

Date: 12/22/2014 10:41:00 AM

Hi Jan! I don't even know what to say my dear friend but that no matter what you're going thru God is with you and believe that you'll be fine this will pass and you will see the sun shine again in front of your eyes. Just like the weather after a very dark storm you'll see the sun and rainbows again. Being there and done this and that, my advice believe me just keep your faith and dreams. Be positive!Believe in yourself. And yes pray a lot to God. Seek Him first. You'll be fine soon. I'll be including you in my daily prayers, okay, my very dear friend. God give you his strength is my wish for you! :) Love and hugs! xxXX D.

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 11:15:00 AM

Thanks so much Dorian :-) Hugs jan xx

Maurice Yvonne

Date: 12/22/2014 10:18:00 AM

All we can do is pray and hope the rest is out of our hands. You can have any of the good karma I have on the books. A masterful write, A Fav, love you always!

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 11:14:00 AM

Thanks Maurice am on a roller coaster of a ride at the moment - and i want to get off! Hugs jan xx

Joseph May

Date: 12/22/2014 6:58:00 AM

I wish you every happiness Jan...you have spread so much happiness and love to others here on the soup....I hope its only temporary....God Bless.....Hugs

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 7:36:00 AM

Thanks Joseph for those kind words:-) Hugs Jan xx

Eileen Manassian

Date: 12/22/2014 5:39:00 AM

My sweet, dear friend......My heart goes out to you. Wish there was something I could do to make things better. This too shall pass. You bring so much love and joy to us all. Your life has meaning and purpose.....as a mother...daughter...wife....and friend. May GOD lift your spirits. Sending hugs.

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 7:36:00 AM

Mum uses that phrase this too will pass - you have made my day:-) Hugs jan xx

Anne-Lise Andresen

Date: 12/22/2014 5:04:00 AM

- My friend Jan, a very sad poem - I wish you and your family a beautiful Christmas! - If it is the last one with your parents ..... let it be beautiful ! - oxox // Anne-Lise :)

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 7:35:00 AM

I pray dad sees it to Christmas day but yesterday he said otherwise:-( only time will tell:-) hugs Jan x

Carl Fraser

Date: 12/22/2014 4:57:00 AM

God hears your pleas Jan and he catches every tear. Your best days are coming just keep looking up. Blessings Carl

Carl Fraser

Date: 12/22/2014 4:56:00 AM

God hears your pleas Jan and he catches every tear. Your best days are coming just keep looking up. Blessings Carl

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 7:34:00 AM

I will try Carl but I am finding my current situation so so hard at times:-( hugs jan xx

Tim Smith

Date: 12/22/2014 3:50:00 AM

You a wonderful person Jan. Good times will come again for you...hugs Tim

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 4:16:00 AM

I hope so Tim and finding it so tough atm:-( Hugs jan x

Demetrios Trifiatis

Date: 12/22/2014 1:48:00 AM

A very thoughtful human poem! Reality, some times, is unbearable but our soul is prepared for all eventualities. It is when we suffer more than our soul grows stronger and we become wiser dear, Jan! The storm will pass soon and your green eyes will be smiling again! Excellent work!

Jan Allison
Date: 12/22/2014 1:53:00 AM

I can only hope and pray the storm passes quickly Demetrios and dries the flood of tears:-( Hugs Jan x