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Reflections

I look in the mirror and guess what I see
My green eyes staring back at me
No longer sparkling and full of life
Full of tears from my worry and strife

I long for the days when the tears will stop
But now it’s a constant drip drip drip drop
My head is spinning, my mind in a whirl
I want to be back to a carefree young girl

The last few years have been the worst of my life
I try my best to be a daughter, mother and wife
Please God ease my worries, please set me free
All I want to is to return to just being me


22nd December 2014

Copyright © Jan Allison | Year Posted 2014

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Daisy Marie Yant

February 6, 2015 at 2:09 PM

Hi Jan I was looking at some of your writings and ran across this one. I wrote one that sound very much like it it is entitled REFLECTIONS OF GOD. I have not posted on this site yet. But I certainly enjoyed this one. I will post it shortly..This is a great write.

February 6, 2015 at 2:14 PM

Thanks Daisy Marie - do let me know when you post your poem:-) Hugs Jan xx

December 28, 2014 at 1:16 PM

A great poem Jan. I am sad that that times are hard for you. I know how hard life can seem at times, i know writing helps me get over the worst times and i guess it must help you also. Please remember you have friends. Hugs xxx Shane

December 28, 2014 at 1:24 PM

It has been the most difficult year of my life Shane i am so so thankful i started writing in Febraury as this is helping me deal with so many of my emotions:-) Hugs jan xxx

December 25, 2014 at 10:16 AM

I can sympathize with your sentiments, Jan. I really can! :) john. P.s life goes on.

December 25, 2014 at 2:53 PM

I got the Christmas present I wanted for dad to still be with us on Christmas day:-) Hugs Jan xxx

Iris E. Sankey- Lewis

December 24, 2014 at 8:54 PM

Jan, Though "Reflections" isn't celebratory, it is mellow sad, and calls for a prayer. Please God, let your divine light give warmth to her heart; embrace Jan as only you can, dissolve any problem forthwith, shower her and her dear ones with opulent blessings now, and beyond. In your name*** Peace and love...

December 25, 2014 at 3:14 AM

Thanks Iris I am going through the worst year of my life - i am blessed I have discovered writing and am able to express my emotions:-) Hugs jan xx

December 24, 2014 at 2:58 PM

If only I had a magic wand, I would vanquish your tears to an eternal prison, being only human I will offer you comfort and hugs and wish you a Merry Christmas!!!! hugs xoxo

December 24, 2014 at 3:07 PM

Thanks Arthur I am on a roller coaster of emotions at the moment - have to let happy or sad muse take control and go with the flow - have a wonderful Christmas my friend :-) we are not really celebrating and I will cook our 'Christmas' dinner on Friday as i will be at the hospice with my family tomorrow:-( Hugs jan xxx

December 22, 2014 at 9:29 PM

Oh and this poem is exquisite, very well written my friend, I love it! Great Work!!

December 23, 2014 at 2:15 AM

Thanks so much Russell:-) Hugs jan x

December 22, 2014 at 9:28 PM

Jan, you have my heartfelt sorrow and sympathy! I know that this soon shall pass, and time heals all wounds, are my favorite healing lines! It doesn't seem like much at the moment because of all the intense pain you are going through, but it really will get better one day! Trust me, I've been through a lot myself, and I know that time heals, you don't forget, but your wound isn't gushing with pain! You are in my prayers my friend, and I hope you can bring about a smile this holiday! I care!!

December 23, 2014 at 2:15 AM

Thanks so much Russell it is always a delight to receive a lovely comment from you:-) Hugs jan xx

Brenda Meier-Hans

December 22, 2014 at 6:23 PM

I read one of your poems that brought me tears of laughter, then I read this and my tears are from sadness knowing you are hurting. I can only say someday you'll find that laughter and joy again. I'll pray you find peace.

December 22, 2014 at 6:40 PM

You can see where my muse takes me from happy to sad in such a short time am on a roller coaster and i want to get off as its a bumpy ride lol:-) Hugs Jan xx

December 22, 2014 at 5:42 PM

Hold on tight, Jan. You have already been through a lot, but you are strong. Prayers help; the rest is not in our hands. We're thinking of you and give you our moral support. Take care. hugs // paul

December 22, 2014 at 5:57 PM

Thanks Paul love to your wonderful family:-) Hugs jan xxx

Robert Stoner Jr

December 22, 2014 at 4:02 PM

well it seems like you have a long list of supporters offering their wish for your happiness, add my name to this list. smile :o) it fix's everything

December 22, 2014 at 4:06 PM

I wear a smile mask at the moment Robert but sadly it keeps slipping off:-( Hugs jan xx

December 22, 2014 at 1:28 PM

Life does have a way of piling concrete blocks upon us. At some point...relief will come. You described this beautifully

December 22, 2014 at 2:35 PM

Thanks for the kind words ML:-) hugs Jan xxx

Dorian Petersen Potter

December 22, 2014 at 10:41 AM

Hi Jan! I don't even know what to say my dear friend but that no matter what you're going thru God is with you and believe that you'll be fine this will pass and you will see the sun shine again in front of your eyes. Just like the weather after a very dark storm you'll see the sun and rainbows again. Being there and done this and that, my advice believe me just keep your faith and dreams. Be positive!Believe in yourself. And yes pray a lot to God. Seek Him first. You'll be fine soon. I'll be including you in my daily prayers, okay, my very dear friend. God give you his strength is my wish for you! :) Love and hugs! xxXX D.

December 22, 2014 at 11:15 AM

Thanks so much Dorian :-) Hugs jan xx

December 22, 2014 at 10:18 AM

All we can do is pray and hope the rest is out of our hands. You can have any of the good karma I have on the books. A masterful write, A Fav, love you always!

December 22, 2014 at 11:14 AM

Thanks Maurice am on a roller coaster of a ride at the moment - and i want to get off! Hugs jan xx

December 22, 2014 at 6:58 AM

I wish you every happiness Jan...you have spread so much happiness and love to others here on the soup....I hope its only temporary....God Bless.....Hugs

December 22, 2014 at 7:36 AM

Thanks Joseph for those kind words:-) Hugs Jan xx

Eileen Manassian

December 22, 2014 at 5:39 AM

My sweet, dear friend......My heart goes out to you. Wish there was something I could do to make things better. This too shall pass. You bring so much love and joy to us all. Your life has meaning and purpose.....as a mother...daughter...wife....and friend. May GOD lift your spirits. Sending hugs.

December 22, 2014 at 7:36 AM

Mum uses that phrase this too will pass - you have made my day:-) Hugs jan xx

Anne-Lise Andresen

December 22, 2014 at 5:04 AM

- My friend Jan, a very sad poem - I wish you and your family a beautiful Christmas! - If it is the last one with your parents ..... let it be beautiful ! - oxox // Anne-Lise :)

December 22, 2014 at 7:35 AM

I pray dad sees it to Christmas day but yesterday he said otherwise:-( only time will tell:-) hugs Jan x

December 22, 2014 at 4:57 AM

God hears your pleas Jan and he catches every tear. Your best days are coming just keep looking up. Blessings Carl

December 22, 2014 at 4:56 AM

God hears your pleas Jan and he catches every tear. Your best days are coming just keep looking up. Blessings Carl

December 22, 2014 at 7:34 AM

I will try Carl but I am finding my current situation so so hard at times:-( hugs jan xx

December 22, 2014 at 3:50 AM

You a wonderful person Jan. Good times will come again for you...hugs Tim

December 22, 2014 at 4:16 AM

I hope so Tim and finding it so tough atm:-( Hugs jan x

Demetrios Trifiatis

December 22, 2014 at 1:48 AM

A very thoughtful human poem! Reality, some times, is unbearable but our soul is prepared for all eventualities. It is when we suffer more than our soul grows stronger and we become wiser dear, Jan! The storm will pass soon and your green eyes will be smiling again! Excellent work!

December 22, 2014 at 1:53 AM

I can only hope and pray the storm passes quickly Demetrios and dries the flood of tears:-( Hugs Jan x

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