Redemption

They used to call me the low life cause i did nothing but dream alot. i day dreamed the 
whole day thinking how i want to get to the top. my friends used to laugh at me saying you 
wont get closer then an inch, but now i went through redeemption and they didnt, now how 
is the low life.
        it was hard knowing that my family was gonna get departed from each other, i 
remembered an old man told me that life as it is, its only gonna get harder. i didnt belive him 
tell we went broke and we had rent to pay, i didnt hesitated, i had to cross the line, but i 
had to get paid. but little did my family know, that the food that they ate was bought from 
the drug money that i made.
 
       I kicked backed to much, and i helped alot,  but since i changed my ways and got out 
of the game the old homeboys are calling me a sell out. sure, they dont know on how many 
times i gave out a hand, or on how i kept busting my ass for them.

      
     I came up to fast and got out hard from the game, and now im looking back on how we 
ran the game, it was all a shame on how the rest didnt had the guts to change.  i was too 
young on how i was kickin it,  drinking and smoking over the limit. i used to go by two rules, 
1 go nby the protcol, 2 dont like the rules go on your own. now i get paranoid everytime 
when i hear the knocks on the door ( if you know what happens)
    
                     hate me or love me.  sorry i am. but i hated on what was me back then. 
                                              For this is was my domain
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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June 7, 2010 at 9:01 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Ricardo. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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June 6, 2010 at 7:53 PM
Welcome to the Poetry Soup Family... so enjoyed your creative write tonight.. with luv from the "Sweetheart"
Mehta Avatar
June 6, 2010 at 6:44 PM
A nice narrative I enjoyed today.
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