Recent Problems

I’m battling demons I do not know
The ones you can never see
They seem to be always winning
Keep getting the better of me

My mind, it’s so weary from battle
My thoughts, they cannot get straight
I wish my life was just simple
But complexity remains my true fate

You’d think I’d have it together
With family to help, if they could
But no, my life’s just a mess
And it seems my choices, no good

My heart, it is in the right place
Always ready to fight a good fight
But my mind, it does no more pushing
It rolls over and says then good night

If the two could just come together
Then maybe I’d be sure to succeed
But alas, they always fail to align
While my heart is left there to bleed

So, these demons that seem to persist
Push me and poke and they prod
They weaken my very own will
They’re crowding me back to the sod

They’re burying my every attempt
I almost feel like just giving in
But then I’d have nothing at all
Because I’d let them all win

So, though my mind is now mush
My heart will carry my true
I know somehow I will beat them
If it’s the last ting that I ever do
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Babcock Avatar
September 13, 2008 at 6:00 PM
The mind is a complex tool and I see you are suffering from some sort of problem. Battling is my guess. Some times it is good to write and get if off the chest or sometimes you need someone to talk too. Hang in there and if you need an ear mine is open. I hope your troubles will soon pass. Keep the faith Micheal. God Bless Phyl
Buys Avatar
September 9, 2008 at 2:29 PM
This was very well written and many can relate. If this is about you, then hold on to all the good friends that you have and know we are all here to support you. Take care. Love Heidie
Richards Avatar
September 9, 2008 at 1:10 PM
I'm so very sorry, to hear that you are struggling, Michael. Each of us has a time when it seems like the world is black, as if the sun just can't shine or ever will again. But it does shine...sometimes we just need to hang on tight till that cloud lifts...and it WILL! You keep hanging on and have faith! Take care of yourself...you have many many friends here! ~Carrie
Reynolds Avatar
September 9, 2008 at 12:22 PM
Michael, I am so sorry you are having this internal battle - it happens to all of us, you are not alone. Now...you WILL win, be it that they come back to fight each and everyday, you WILL beat them at the edn of each day, and that makes you victorious! Never lose your faith, you will get through this thing! I'm praying for you, many many blessings, Kristin
Winter Avatar
September 9, 2008 at 11:27 AM
Whatever you are going through Michael, I wish you healing, and soon. Yes, we all have our demons. And we must keep fighting them off. You have my prayers. Wishing you well. Love, Shar
Kelly Avatar
September 9, 2008 at 10:23 AM
Michael , Keep -up the fight , AND write the Right .... YOU CAN and YOU WILL !!! .....
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