Realization

My dreams, my love, my hope could have all died. My laugh, my cries, with little white lies. That day could have been my last, leaving with no goodbyes.. The reck made me terrified, I laid in that hospital bed, there was when i realized. My mistakes, my fears, i began to cry. I could have died.... but with all the fear i had, someone showed me it wasnt my time.. Now i wonder, what would have been said, if that day would have been the end. I now realize i was so lucky and blessed, to be writing this poem, and living the rest...... Note: Saturday i was in a car reck and i could have died if we would have got hit on the door but i was so lucky cause God was watching over me.... I did so many things wrong and reality hit me... literally hit me.. I had to ride in the ambulance and the driver my ex step dad we think was stoned and b.c of that and not watching i may not have been here today to write this poem.... This is what i feel.. But im banged up right now and thats about it.. Thank you for reading this.. Yours Truly..... -Elizabeth