Reality Is Too Real

It was always too late for us can't be true love with zero trust ...confused wondering if it was just lust after not feeling good for so long it felt too amazing, for it to be so wrong but reality hit us extra strong both wanting the other so badly to be the one and to finally feel like we found where we belong even picking out our wedding song like we didn't already know that the highs would never block out the lows holding onto to pain and resentments that we promised we'd let go purposely hurting eachother with words of ignorance constantly thrown like a stabbing a knife into eachothers hearts and souls more and more distant with every lie told wanting us so badly, neither would ever fold knowing each bluff before it's even sold something that was once a blazing fire now feels freezing cold that hollow love quickly got annoyingly old convinced you just kept me around for a warm body to hold