Reality

Dream came true That’s what she thought But it was stepping into the reality That she didn’t know Something around her was not right Confusing and consuming her mind She was called crazy and lame Yet weird vibes spinning around One day she finds out the truth Love you, good night and sleep tight Good morning love, my jaan Then comes Lies, manipulation and gaslighting She gets slapped for finding out things Jaan gets protected and secured She gets apologies with roses and cake Jaan gets midnight texts She got painful marks Jaan got romantic songs Feelings and Emotions Became questions Beat up, slaps, neck chokes Curses, filth, everything that hurts Broken, shattered, devastated Pain took over her life Grief or Grateful? She was confused again Only escape of life was her lord Only relief was her lord Manipulation took over trust Abuse took over protection Tears took over romance Gratitude took over grieve That’s how she is surviving Collecting the broken pieces To glue and fix To become whole again Accept the reality of the life Pain, Joy, Happiness, Kindness revolving around People manipulate, lie and cheat God accepts, heals and mends -Azra Hussain-