Real Or Fantasy

Reality stole my fantasy, from my grasp three times. Each one twisting my soul, mind again and again. A life would be lost each time; I started the crimes. Legalities not broken, others lives affected within. Originality of my making, took control driving away, Realms of destruction of my creation, upon a day, Frozen ageless thoughts distorted by simple drugs in me. A forever love destroyed, by both drugs and fantasy. Not ever a real eventuality or even a possibility, Transience of my mind, never to live in infinity, Alive, I have awakened to a new precious reality. Sending thoughts in forms of words, a new destiny, Years have past me by, drugs forgotten in my insanity.