Ranting

The more I try The more I fear That I'll hear Let's just be friends Or be put on a shelf Like a toy To be used and abused When it pleases someone else Should I like it Should I hate it Should I even give a damn Should I be someone else's puppet Or should I take a stand And demand respect Or wear my heart around my neck Paint a target on it With a sign that reads "Who's next?" Am I obsessed No just depressed The say a love lost Makes the heart strong I say a love lost Means I've done wrong Bouncing like a ping pong ball Off the wall Between love and heartbreak Too close to make the call