Randomness

The nothingness of life, something that doesn’t exist yet is used everyday. What are you doing? “Oh nothing”. It exists yet it never truly does. Why must I think about and feel nothing when obviously there is SOMEthing there, that i feel, but what? Words cannot describe this feeling, the sinking pit deep inside my stomach that comes from nowhere and nothing. Ah, and here we are again at nothing. But how can nothing exist if it is something?? The feelings don’t come then disappear in an instant so they must come from somewhere meaning that it is something for nothing cannot exist except for in the mind. Do I just not have the vocabulary to express these innate desires and feelings that come from what is seemingly nowhere? Yet nowhere cannot exist except in name because if there is something there then you are somewhere and if that is true then that means that it is the truth infinitely across the galaxy then truly nothing and nowhere cannot exist, except for in name. Yet if nothing and nowhere are concepts created by the brain then where did the basis of these ideas come from?? For it to exist it must have come from somewhere, yet again it cannot exist except in name.