Random Shades of Basic Colors

Silence is white and ruing is black then what is ruing silence......guess some shade of grey or slate I was grey..ruing silence kind in deep grief..which was blue I had irritation and peeved full, which is red peeved grief is ,then,I guess brinjal purple or some shade grey and purple me was angry, moreover as angry as white I had stabbing instincts like a dark black villain I was back to some shade of grey or slate I was throbbing and blinking colors the grey matter conjured all that up guess it is a color that helps us prod on from one state to another life is a lie and life is a truth all is relative and nothing absolute it is all random and on a number line that runs both sides so infinite a random that is yet defined for you can see the number line but not come to its ends our each mental state is a number on such line unique and well defined and nothing but just a shade of basic colors that grey matter harbors.