Randall vs Randall

what is left of me, once you have taken all that I am? what words are left for me to wallow in after you say goodbye? in who's arm do I find comfort, now that mine have been shackled? how do I say I love you when I can't bring myself to love again, or have I ever? how can I buy your forgiveness, when there is so much, I cannot afford forget? To whom do these memories belong to now if I'm not the person I once claimed to be? if only Your smile could mend my broken heart. I would be a fool to heal myself with those who pass me by. So, I walk backwards now looking for you again. Trying to find who I was before you left.