Rain Check

Love it is Love it will be Love is what i feel This is love and Happiness I know this isn't love Love is what i need it to be Love is what i want this to be But my heart is like a little child praying and wishing for it to be... Love I'm living a delusion It's filled with clear skies and beautiful white flowers It makes me feel invincible It makes me feel whole It makes me feel... Loved Is it that difficult for me to face the storm? Is it that difficult for me to face the music? Or am i just in deep need of feeling love Maybe I'm just afraid to be alone To be... Loveless I cling onto anything that shows me affection Creating a pretence for love My eyes are blinded to the world. No! I chose to blind myself to... Reality It is what it is Clear skies before the storm And the storm is here The grizzling thunder roars that it awakens me from my delusion Lightening bolts running through my heart It falls it into... Million pieces And all that i am left with is... Brokeness...