Racing With Blinders

It was planned investigated and edited Measures were interwoven so as to assure; And in the end success was achieved; Acknowledged and accredited master of self-survival You must have been quite busy I imagine. I suppose I’m to offer you kudos; Since I never saw the final outcome coming; And that in its self-had to have been a bonus I was young and doubtlessly deserved it; So I let it go thinking in the future; Maybe you might feel vindicated; But apparently motivations go beyond vindications.. So okay I feel bad “real bad” And sometimes I forget myself; And let the water run down my face; Over the distain that manifest it’s self through selections And time doing what it often does for some; Gave me the courage to be, Open and less self-protective; But some of us never conquered fear.