Questions I Have

Did he love me Did he know How much loosing him has made me grow Did I hurt him Was he mad I am hoping in the end the good out weighed the bad Will he forgive me Will it ever be the same As I kneel down and pray I silently whisper his name Is he in heaven Will I see him again If by chance I do will he let me explain Does he remember all the horrible things I did the last time he saw me I was still a kid Does he know he saved me I have changed my life around Even though I lost him it's myself that I have found