Questions

In life people experience seasons. Challenges occur for reasons. Questioning God, "What is the meaning?" Is it because I felt I was better? Is it because I passed judgment on my brother? Why do you want me to look in the mirror? Should I turn to You, exalt Your name and lift You high? Should I continue on the same path believing that I'm sitting next to the Most High? Bad relationships, that causes pain. An abortion, that brings pain. Sickness and death, pain. Learning that you are in love with a married man and it is all in vain. My heart is opened, raw, bleeding and hurt inside. My head is spinning, pounding my mind. Tears falling, running out my eyes. Where do I turn? What can I do? Is it possible for me to expect honesty from You?