Questions

"when was the first time you were depressed?"

depressed depressed?
or just plain sad.

because i wouldn't be able to answer for either 

the sadness has followed me 
clenched onto me like a needy child for as long as i can remember

too many dreadful teary nights 
I've lost count 
at one point it was a nightly routine 
something i waited for
expected
like my sadness 
nothing new 

pain,sleepless nights,never ending thoughts
they follow me

so instead of asking when was the first time i was depressed,
ask when was the last time i was genuinely happy.
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Krutsinger Avatar
January 22, 2019 at 10:08 AM
I would really like to see a companion poem written by you, in honor of the last line. I think it would be marvelous!
Somerville Avatar
January 21, 2019 at 2:56 PM
I like how you turned this around at the very end Kay-lee.
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