Puppy Dog Eyes

i feel like a murderer, a killer, a rapist, someone evil, i feel like what am doing is so inhuman, i wanna leave her, but she begs me to stay, she makes it so hard.. with her puppy dog eyes. i feel like she does not deserve it, she treats me so good, and am scared to lose that, she makes it so hard.. with her puppy dog eyes. she treats me even better, cos she can sense it, that makes it harder for me, cos i can feel it, she tells me she loves me every second, she makes it even harder.. with her puppy dog eyes. it reaches a point, i gotta be a man, broaden my shoulder, expand my chest, lift up my sleeves, strategies like chess, "honey, i wanna tell you something" "what?" with a smile, quiet, for a while.... "it's nothing".. "just some flies" dam!!! she makes it so hard.. with her puppy dog eyes.