Pulsing Heart

I stand, chained and damned Curses upon me like a battling ram Demons circle around me near and deep Been many years since I had any sleep And this is where I cry Not wanting to live, not wanting to die God come to me, find me as another son Hold me, embrace me, let me be the one Naked, I am a man of fear Forsaken, forgotten, my forgiveness is in my tears Each beat of life marrys my pulsing heart Is this the end, or where I restart