PTSD

I turn my pillow over every morning,
As though to smother last night’s wicked dream.
But when I lay me down to sleep each evening,
My nightmares catch me in their hellish stream.

Each day it's just anxiety and jitters,
Like always backing down a one-way street.
I often smudge my room with sour diesel.
My twelve-gauge shotgun isn’t meant for skeet.

I wonder at this world of callous beauty,
The cold uncaring splendor of it all.
I wrestle frightful demons in my man cave,
And drown my inner child in alcohol.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Kyser Avatar
February 5, 2022 at 3:40 PM
I'm sorry, brother. Keep writing, it's cathartic; I know.
Kalavik Avatar
February 5, 2022 at 4:39 PM
True that.
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