Proud Boy, Indeed

I was alone in here I found a crowd I was scared in here there was courage, strength they said Strengths to harm and kick and maim and kill Drown the world in petroleum soaked rage Napalmistry is a real study I, a vigilant student I follow orders because alternatives are worse hells drink deep. Drink true from 'god's' well Drink fast! We have a story tell. Match in tikis how big were we? Big guns equals big hearts, do you feel me? Call you foul but your soul is white Snow-blinded and numbed to remember the crash Shhhhh I am too hungry load my bullet sash Suited up for dinner just to dine on trash Happily, orgasmically, hypocritically share like-minded high-fives What fast times in this Ridgemont high O what a time to be alive To kill what I profaned, abused and stole Goya's last six in dirty milk bottles Down the hatch ideological Propofol Diprivan-infused day-meres sending Misquoted whispers bent out shape That glorify the fear in my heart of things unknown Fear fear fear Hurt hurt hurt Kill kill kill I am afraid now. I am scared Please. Help! I don't know how I got here But I know I am scared.