Prism of Fear

One dream and one more life
I’ll be dying two more times
One lie and one more sin
But I’ll be paying until I’m nothing

I shake hands with my fear once more
It gives me my freedom of thought
Then I hide as the sun comes around
My freedom tells me to go underground

One thought and one more stand
One thousand reasons to lie in the sand
One tear as I take my place
I summon water and the sand is erased

I dive down because my fear is scared
Underwater where everything is heard
I hear a message but I’m out of breath
I reach for the surface and I question its worth

One more question to write on my walls
A million questions, I can’t answer them all
I break them down with what I believe
The remaining question is will it deceive

One more reason to never begin
But still I die and have to give in
The fear is too perfect and can never release
The freedom I have is only disease
The words that I scream can only say please
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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January 18, 2012 at 1:46 PM
Outstanding writing Ian. A pleasure to read today. Love, Carol
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