Pretty Ugly

I am very ugly
so don't try to convince me that
I am a very beautiful person
because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
and I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
there is beauty inside of me that matters
so rest assured I will remind myself
that I am a worthless, terrible person
and nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
because no matter what
I am not good enough to be loved
and I am in no position to believe that
beauty does exist within me
because whenever I look in a mirror I always think
am I as ugly as people say?

Now read from the bottom up.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Mac Donald Avatar
February 7, 2019 at 2:15 PM
Sounds a heck of a lot better reading it from the bottom up! Must be the weather dragging you down? Slippery sidewalks and such; gonna trip on that pouting lip. Be happy, keep well....Mikki :)
Marine Avatar
December 27, 2018 at 2:34 AM
Rock bottom has a basement. The basement has stairs going up...or down. Depends where one wants to be... great write.
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