Pretty Ugly

I am very ugly so don't try to convince me that I am a very beautiful person because at the end of the day I hate myself in every single way and I'm not going to lie to myself by saying there is beauty inside of me that matters so rest assured I will remind myself that I am a worthless, terrible person and nothing you say will make me believe I still deserve love because no matter what I am not good enough to be loved and I am in no position to believe that beauty does exist within me because whenever I look in a mirror I always think am I as ugly as people say? Now read from the bottom up.