Prayer of Despair

Someday soon someday you'll see how I fight off the words which haunt me Somehow when somehow where I will find a new place to begin Somewhere when I messed up mine which wasn't mine but of my mind Know this now and know it true life is more often bitter then sweet especially when all we taste is defeat Hear my words before it's late hear my brain crumble asbit detearates Listen to these words i pray so you too won't know the feeling of astray Do for me just this one request bury me live and bury me fast Someday soon perhaps you'll see how much my mind truly haunts me Somehow you could find out where I felt nothing else but despair And maybe someday I will remember why all I can feel is the urge to cry Blaim me not for that's my place until the time I hide my trace Love me not live not the same for if in reverse you'd be the one insane I pray someday to forgive my self for allowing the world to tear my heart Someday I pray before it's late somehow somewhere a warmer sweeter place