Powerless Creature

looking forward to the night drawning my feelings in mozart dreaming of a chance to dissolve into the music separate body from mind' let it free to lead through thik walls escaping the live becoming a new light surrended by ordinary , seek unknown realizing weaknessess for the desire of higher experiences unable to go on without the trill of extasy powerless creature made by mistake without the clue of what is to become looking for signs loosing the sight darkness covers the space hours stand still hopless calendar turns pages waves move the sand only space made of both... dark , light , solid and still unpatient , calm full of knowledge untouched by aging staring won't solve it waiting .. looking into... drawning...