Porcelain

I am a porcelain girl with cracked porcelain skin 

I want to be pretty perfect thinthinthin 

Skinny little thighs pretty pink cheeks 

So down my throat my finger goes and up the bad things go 

Nimble little fingers stained with chocolate cake and cherry pie, red stained lips and puffy pink eyes 

Dead broken eyes and mile wide thighs, ugly cheeks and broken smiles 

Happy pretty doctors giving out round little candies to keep me from dying 

Screams and cries and lieslieslies 

I am fine I am pretty I am fine 

I am a little porcelain girl with taped porcelain skin, pieces chipping off and bugs crawling in 

No food for days bingebingebinge 

Little round candies fill the holes, keep the bugs away 

Happy pretty doctors say that I’m better but my fingers are still stained and it won’t go away 

Can’t stop won’t stop must be thin 

Lies grow bigger smiles grow wider 

I am thin I am thin I am thin
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Awtry Avatar
October 24, 2018 at 11:50 PM
this is very moving. well done.
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October 24, 2018 at 10:31 PM
Heartwrenching penning Katie. Powerful metaphor. xomo
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