Poem Cry Ii: Exhausted

Can't see her coming down my eyes...So Can I Let This Poem Cry I can't see her coming down my eyes...So Can I Let This Poem Cry ONCE AGAIN ITS ON!!! Flying into a dream...looking through the unseen wondering what i'll do...believing it isn't you more of believing...feeling it isn't me... The one your after Could it Be...Reality is kicking me in the rear end MC...Think Clearly...take a moment and breathe there's nothing but wondering...a lot of speculation... nothing more... F*** the Poem...Now im crying!!! Water pooling beneath my feet...dripping on my speculations my-self slumped on the rocks...A rocky revelation... eating me alive and breaking more than the ground itself pain sleeping through the pores..Ice Cold Body... wishing to apologize...hypothetically speaking... probably to mine for longing for yours...because if it could speak it would say more than it's fair share...to convince me it isn't right to continue especially since i don't condone what was done despite the fact it didn't involve me...before it was mentioned but then again... it did... just not physically the thought was implanted into the mind so im trying to be kosher... but im driven in this crime of faith now we are here in this thing in this space sharing time but how can u face me knowing? Knowing what u know...keeping such things..because i know I know it all...I can see the look when it comes time to lie to present your face...your transparent...Dont need 3-D Vision...Clear and Present See I try to become blind sometimes... You Know...to keep the truth of the matter hidden from sight...to keep it from myself so i don't have to deal with the Infidelity... Emotionally...Potentially... Physical!!! Damn!!! I really don't want anymore pain...Do You Care? Naw.... you don't... oh wait time out... I forgot your transparent... So Let me get this straight... you are still in love with him...F*** me instead...WOW Remember you said "If i had the opportunity to and we weren't together I would get back together with him" didn't think i was listening did you? Do I blame you... Naw Not At All!!! I blame me for not seeing you sooner So release me from my pain as I release you