Poem Cry

cant see it coming down my eyez so I 
have to let this Poem Cry 
I cant see it coming down my eyez so I 
have to let this Poem Cry 
See Im not on this Jay-Z shhhh... 
Im on this Real Love Shhh...the type of 
love thats makes Mary J Blige dig deep to 
find her soul shhhh
A poem that lets it out... 
see i had love but never cherished it...felt 
it but never kept it...used it but as a 
crackhead well I had to abuse it... 
funny its really irrelevent...love had 
passed me so fast like usain bolt there 
wasnt a reason for me to catch 
it...TREATED IT LIKE SUICIDE SO I HAD 
NO CHOICE BUT TO KILL IT FOR MYSELF 
A poem that makes me mad...A poem that 
keeps me Sad...A POEM THAT MAKES 
YOU MAD!!! 
R.I.P LOVE!!! YEA I SAID IT...HOW CAN I 
DENY IT!!! My broken soul 
Past pains hidden deep...My heart has a 
hole...Love wasn’t in my book... 
Wasn’t something I could see...damn sure 
wasnt something i wanted to read 
Pain was bound in my world...SO MAYBE 
JUST MAYBE I NEED TO BE DEAD... 
LOAD UP THE GUN AND PUT IT TO MY 
HEAD 
CLIMB UP ON TOP OF THE 
BUILDING...STAND CLOSE TO THE 
EDGE...READY TO FALL...BUT!!! 
FELT SO SCARE SO I BEGAN TO STALL!!! 
KNOWING NOBODY WAS THERE TO 
CATCH MY TEARS 
SO I LET THIS POEM CRY INSTEAD!!! 
Every time I think the feeling of love has 
called it quits 
the tortuous memories and hopes that 
may never be... prove to still exist 
and so I walk the land of love and pain 
the man with a plan but no plan to make it 
happen 
It's not that I'm sleeping or slacking on it 
...basically just napping 
procrastinating keeps me from snapping 
out of insanity 
watching other lovers pointing the finger 
at my single life 
should I be pleased!!! not really!!! because 
honestly!!! this is the reality!!! 
IT ALL STARTS WITH ME!!! TAKE ME 
AWAY!!! LORD TAKE ME AWAY!!! 
Day in...Day Out...trying to make 
it...continuing to fight love but now i need 
to escape it 
instead of looking up to the skies and 
begin to cry 
I couldnt see it coming down my eyez...SO 
I LET THE POEM CRY!!!

Copyright © Max Costello | Year Posted 2013

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