Poem Cry

cant see it coming down my eyez so I have to let this Poem Cry I cant see it coming down my eyez so I have to let this Poem Cry See Im not on this Jay-Z shhhh... Im on this Real Love Shhh...the type of love thats makes Mary J Blige dig deep to find her soul shhhh A poem that lets it out... see i had love but never cherished it...felt it but never kept it...used it but as a crackhead well I had to abuse it... funny its really irrelevent...love had passed me so fast like usain bolt there wasnt a reason for me to catch it...TREATED IT LIKE SUICIDE SO I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO KILL IT FOR MYSELF A poem that makes me mad...A poem that keeps me Sad...A POEM THAT MAKES YOU MAD!!! R.I.P LOVE!!! YEA I SAID IT...HOW CAN I DENY IT!!! My broken soul Past pains hidden deep...My heart has a hole...Love wasn’t in my book... Wasn’t something I could see...damn sure wasnt something i wanted to read Pain was bound in my world...SO MAYBE JUST MAYBE I NEED TO BE DEAD... LOAD UP THE GUN AND PUT IT TO MY HEAD CLIMB UP ON TOP OF THE BUILDING...STAND CLOSE TO THE EDGE...READY TO FALL...BUT!!! FELT SO SCARE SO I BEGAN TO STALL!!! KNOWING NOBODY WAS THERE TO CATCH MY TEARS SO I LET THIS POEM CRY INSTEAD!!! Every time I think the feeling of love has called it quits the tortuous memories and hopes that may never be... prove to still exist and so I walk the land of love and pain the man with a plan but no plan to make it happen It's not that I'm sleeping or slacking on it ...basically just napping procrastinating keeps me from snapping out of insanity watching other lovers pointing the finger at my single life should I be pleased!!! not really!!! because honestly!!! this is the reality!!! IT ALL STARTS WITH ME!!! TAKE ME AWAY!!! LORD TAKE ME AWAY!!! Day in...Day Out...trying to make it...continuing to fight love but now i need to escape it instead of looking up to the skies and begin to cry I couldnt see it coming down my eyez...SO I LET THE POEM CRY!!!