Please

Please, I don't want to be weak. I don't want to be the one who relies on others. Who uses another to help with my feelings. Who needs others to survive through the night. Please, I want to be independent. I desire to be strong. I can survive by myself, alone. I really don't need your help. Please understand that I'm saying all this. Telling lies through your head. It hurts to be strong, but I need to be stong. Life finds so many ways to bring you down. So many ways to hurt you now. I've been strong, but it's all empty inside. Please stay, I need your help.