Plea

tell me tell me how am i to be something more; tell me?! let me not just have pain and no gratitude; let me be something he'd want to see please?! how can i be something that i hardly know, and then only allowed to be half of it how please?! i hope he'll understand that he is my flesh that's why chose this path. how will i be able to show compassion without bleed tears. tell me will he know it's name will he see it's dark face; how i wish he won't. can he keep his light and always smile please?! how i hope that he can out live his flaws that he may have. how i plea that he know he is not a kidd or a bray and not hate his blood. let him grow to be better than all of us please?! to M.A.C born 10/09/14 written 10/15/14